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Did You Feel My Heart Pump?

Journal Entry: Wed May 6, 2009, 11:25 PM


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I got :iconcaitlinsaurus: a sub. Go shower her with affection. She's my BFF, yo.

I am stressing hardcore over finals. >: I did one today and don't have to take two others, but oh my Gosh. I really was not motivated at all this semester, so I feel that my grades will reflect that heavily. I'm nervous.
I also have a research paper to finish, but I keep choosing hanging out and having fun over doing it. I NEED to do it tomorrow or I fail College Writing for sure.

So I got out my Memories book and read some things that made me cry. It would have inspired a poem if I wasn't so exhausted and burnt out from writing, so instead all you get is an emo journal.

"I think the worst feeling is being forgotten by someone you will never forget."

Ma belle. I am writing you a letter. Just in case you couldn't tell.
...
Anyway, I love you! :3 You are an awesome friend, and I'm really glad we got the chance to know each other better. I know a lot of crap has happened... but I think things will turn out for the best.
...
and we will not abandon each other or anything of the sort! That is because we are awesome...
Anyway, yeah. I love you guys to pieces.
So here's hoping that you have an amazing year! I'll try to write again soon!

Much love


Time heals all wounds, but it sure takes long enough.

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Art News:

I'm still tryin to get used to GIMP. I'm really bad at it. >:

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"The reason it's so painful when someone disappears is you have to face the fact that the person you loved had probably left you a long time before he grabbed his coat and scrammed. The worst part is realizing that he was lying to you, in some way, before the moment of vanishing."





Speed Bump - MU330(I only listen to it as performed by 123 Walrus)

When she skates it's sloppy figure eights
My heart just dies, she closes her eyes
The wind, it blows, and she just smiles

Did you feel my heart pump
when you jumped the speed bump?
I held onto your hand
You said, "Is it safe to wear your skates into the movie place?"
and he said, "It's okay if you just hold on to his hand."

...

But how is he supposed to know
that you're in the process of letting go?
You stayed outside, I went in alone and rented the movie
We skated home
I held your hand for the movie man
He said, "Hang on to that girl"
I said, "I'm tryin'."

Did you feel my heart pump
when you jumped the speed bump?
I held onto your hand
You said, "Is it safe to wear your skates into the movie place?"
and my heart pumped
when you jumped the speed bump
I held onto your hand.


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  • Mood: Affection
  • Listening to: The Hush Sound
  • Reading: Life, The Universe, and Everything
  • Playing: Pokemon - Fire Red
  • Drinking: Faygo Grape

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~Caitlinsaurus May 7, 2009, 3:05:31 AM
;___; T-THANK YOU.

I will try to be more active. For you. <3

And I can't even look at old letters anymore. I'm probably just going to throw all of the stuff I keep holding onto away. D:

Good luck with finals. x: If I can survive, you totally can!

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Surrender now-- you can't beat Death at his ruthless game.
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*Nautika May 7, 2009, 6:56:37 AM
Hahaha yaaay! =D I feel special. Also you're welcome. x3 I luff your pretty pictures.

Yeah. I need to get rid of all the crap I've kept, including old IM logs and such. But that hurts too.

Thank you ma'am. I'll do my best. >:

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Dear Gravity, you held me down in this starless city.
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~Caitlinsaurus May 7, 2009, 7:20:04 AM
Yeah. D:

I'm pretty sure the hardest bit for me will be unfriending on facebook.
Because I'll feel like a jerk. Dx

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Surrender now-- you can't beat Death at his ruthless game.
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*Nautika May 7, 2009, 1:28:51 PM
Yeah, samesies. I hate unfriending people on social websites. I mean I know if we don't talk they probably won't notice, but still. I also hate denying people's friend requests. >_> It's so awkward.

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Dear Gravity, you held me down in this starless city.
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