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Lost and Insecure.

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 13, 2009, 1:04 PM
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I am almost finished with the application process to the University of Arkansas - Fayetteville. All I have to do is send my highschool transcript, and use my own copy to fill in my high school classes and submit the app. I should have this done by Friday.

Most of my high school friends are pretty open to me moving and just threaten death and mutiliation if I don't come back and visit them. However, my college friends(one in particular) have pretty much cut me off.

The one won't talk to me at all. She says I'm leaving her, and that everyone she's ever cared about does so. I keep telling her that I'm not going anywhere yet, and have pointed out repeatedly that she's leaving this campus as well, but she won't have it. She just won't talk to me.

I have other acquaintances, but mostly the people I used to spend most of my time with will no longer speak to me. That makes this campus a very lonely place.

I wonder if they even realize that's just another reason for me to go.





Art News:

Working on character descriptions for a story. :3

"The reason it's so painful when someone disappears is you have to face the fact that the person you loved had probably left you a long time before he grabbed his coat and scrammed. The worst part is realizing that he was lying to you, in some way, before the moment of vanishing."





You Found Me - The Fray

Where were you when everything was falling apart?

Lost and insecure
you found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
surround me, surround me
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me.

But in the end, everyone ends up alone
Losing her, the only one who's ever known
who I am, who I'm not, and who I want to be
No way to know how long she will be next to me.


  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: The Killers
  • Reading: Life, The Universe, and Everything
  • Playing: Pokemon - Fire Red
  • Drinking: Juice

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Yaay! New and exciting times in the life of Erika-ness! :dance:

Aww, I'm sorry not all of your friends are being so happy about it. Hopefully, they'll realize you're moving to Arkansas, not disappearing off the face of the earth. o_o
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Yeah, we'll see.

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Wed Aug 6, 2008, 6:30 PM
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SEXY CAN I? Just pardon my manners...!
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>_> You know nothing.
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Schizo ;)
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