HALLOWEEN IS COMING UP.
I am so excited, the night is going to be epic.
I'mma have a costume.
I'mma go out.
I'm probably going to have a few drinks.
It's going to be a good time.

Also, I have new characters and will probably have new stories and pictures up soon. We'll see how that all works out, I've been brainstorming but so far everything's shaky. We'll see what sticks.

I'm on a Bomb the Music Industry! kick.

Also I have my own room, finally. I'm really excited about this. Still don't have many friends, but I <3 my roomates and a couple of my coworkers and so far that's been enough.

"And at 2 am, I'll always be alone inside an empty home.

Do you think I wanna be this way?
Do you think I wanna be this way?
Hey! Don't you know that I've had better days?
But we've all had worse and we've all felt hurt so

Maybe it's mundane when I explain it to you but I just need something to do to get the past out of my head.
And stop replaying shit I've said.
Put my head right down, scrub hard and I will get through this night..."

(Pizza Claus is Comin' to Town - BtMI!)

I'm trying to get away from all the friend bullshit in my past and accept everything now as good, but it's fucking hard. I still wish things were the way they were before, but then they weren't really that great so I don't know what's going on.

Oh well.

"This isn't how I pictured me:
Standing on the side, pocketing hands,
answering your questions boringly and humorless.
"I'm not as important as you think I am."

I don't wanna make new friends.
My friendships always end up in a blaze.
I just wanted to be something that I'll probably never be:
a happy well-adjusted human being.

So I need damage control.
Another shot of whiskey goes down easy.
My reputation does exceed me.
Fire in the hole.
Soon I'll be falling backwards as expected.

I don't know if I wanna do this for you
I don't know if I gotta do this for you
I don't know if I'm gonna do this for you
But I'll do this for me.

Me, I won't impress.
I'll bore you with kindness.
Everyone's obsessed with this whole mess of impressions they wanna make.
But once you know you won't impress, you'll find that being nice is nice for its own sake."

(Never Trust a Man Without a Horribly Embarassing Secret - BtMI!)

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